i'm moving.

Under the guidance of one Baka chan, i am moving to LJ.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/littlek_86_2005/

So i'll be updating there. hope to see you soon

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isn't it strange how one day you can be feeling really down and miserable, and yet a couple of days later you feel like you are on top of the work.
When i first came home for summer, i was quite miserable and down, i guess i was just getting settled after moving. But now i couldn't be happier. I've got a great job, great friends, and i'm even getting on better with my sister.

So anyway, i went out on Saturday with people for Sarah's birthday. Yes me, going out. i know this is a rare occurance but there you go. i had a great time, even though i ended up wear some of Mammo Chans drink coz some guy who was trying to dance, danced in to him. It's not something that i would want to do on a regular basis, but i would definatly do it again.

I rang the loans company up again today, about getting my loan sorted, and i got told that it would be quicker if i rang my local LEA and got them to sent the form out. It has been weeks since i rang them up about it, and they wait till i ring them up to find out whats going on to tell me this. So anyway i got it sorted, Northumberland LEA are posting another form today, so i should get it by the end of the week or next.
I've also got an HC1 form from the dentist, so that i won't have to pay for my prescriptions and stuff.

I can't believe that i missed my dentist appointment yesterday. I totally forgot about it. i didn't remember till i was sat waiting for my bus home from work. i was quite lucky. It's supossed to be a £30 fine if you don't go to your appointment, but somehow i managed to avoid paying it.

Just in case anyone has forgotten it's my birthday in 2 days.

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Don't you just hate it when weather sneaks up on you. The heat the past couple of days has been ridiculous.

I've come to a decision about what i'm doing for my birthday. Seen as some of my closest friends aren't going to be here, i'm going to wait till people are back from their prospective things before i do anything. If anyone else is going away, please let me know.

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Considering i've been home for over two weeks, i haven't seen much of you guys. I'll have to do something about that, soon!
I was wondering, what would be say if i suggested having everyone round for a film night for my birthday? my film collection isn't whar it should be, so it would be appriciated if people were to bring a film or two with them. This is still in the planning stage, so nothings definate, but i want to something with you guys for my birthday. Let me know what you think, and i'll see what i ca do.

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Well it's a saturday, i'm bored, and i'm loving it.
I know that sounds strange, but but i've worked nearly every saturday till i started working again and it's nice to have a couple off.

I went to see Baka yesterday. I was reading her blog, and i thought about writing a comment, but then i thought it would be a better idea to just turn up on her doorstep instead. so i did. I'm glad i did, as Kal was there as well, so we just sat and chatted for a while.

Well i've not got much else to say. I should probably put my hours up so people know what i'm up to, but that would involve going upstairs and getting them. Although i do know that i won't be able to make it to the pub for a couple of weeks. sorry.

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Have you ever noticed how some people can have strange effects on you. I know of a couple of people who do things to me. One person makes me feel on top of the world and that i can do anything. Another always makes me laugh, even when i think i don't want to. One person i know makes me feel so insecure i just want to curl up in a hole somewhere where noone will be able to find me. I also know people who make me jealous, not always, but sometimes. It's something i hate about myself, but i know that as long as i don't let it consume me, then it can and will make me a better person.
Now i know that people can make me feel ways i don't want to feel, i can start working through these feelings and become a better person beacuse of them. And for that i thank them.

Anyway, it's sunday afternoon and i don't know what to do with myself. Well thats something i haven't experienced in a couple of months.

I've got one shift for next week, and i'm not looking forward to it. It's in Newcastle somewhere and it's 8 hours long. I know there are people who work shifts that long all the time, but i haven't worked an 8 hour shift since i was at safeways. I think i might die! Either that or i'll come home and collapse on the sofa.

Went to see the new Star Wars film on Thursday for Mamo Chan's birthday. It was an amazing film in it's own right, but if you add it's brilliance to the other five then the overall Star Wars story takes on a whole new life. I really must get my hands on the books!

Well i'd better go.
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Hello again...

Well i have just under two days to write 2500 word for my assignment. Atleast i have started it, it could be worst. I've just got to assemble my portfolio and finish this god damn essay and then hand them both in on Thursday and thats me done. Apart from my revision for my exams next week. But i'm not too nervous about my exams, as i've done the physics before, and the chemistry is passable, just. I mean i don't understand most of the stuff we do, but i think i understand enough to get 40%.

I got my notification for my loan for next year this morning, and someone somewhere has royaly screwed up. Apparently i have to pay all my tuition fees, and i'm only getting the non income assessed part of the loan. I know there are some people who get less than that, but i was counting my loan to pay my accomodation, and if i have to pay fees as well then i won't be able to afford to. This can't be right, i don't see how i got everything available this academic year, and not next. It's not like mum earns any more. I'm hoping to get it all startened out once i'm home for summer.
Anyway enough shop talk, it's depressing. I'm home in exactly two weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously i can't wait, i really need to be round you guys. I've really missed you. I'm thinking of going to see the new Star Wars film once i'm home, and i am dragging some of you with me.

Well i was just taking a break from writting my damn assignment to update this and print some stuff of for my portfoilo, so i guess i should really get back to work.

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